I grew up in Texas I hate beetles of any kind. Particularly large flying ones. They freak me out. Roaches too we had them in our apartment and I freaked out when I saw even one. I don’t think it is a phobia as they are gross disgusting horrid things. Believe it or not my worst phobia is escalators. I wouldn’t go on them as a kid I thought I would be dragged under by my shoes. Weird I know. Living in NYC I had to get over it to some extent to get around. I have a drivers license won’t drive afraid of hitting someone and killing them. You aren’t alone. I think we all have some phobia or another.